I’m watching the sun pour through the trees I can see from my window, while they move in a light breeze. During the day, the direction of the sunlight will change from upper left to upper right, and different sets of leaves and needles will be illuminated. The placement of the contrast between lit and shadowed will change constantly. Small insects and flashes of spider web threads become visible for a moment in the light, then re-enter the invisibility of shadow. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.
About ten days ago, it was 90 degrees and no breezes were blowing. Overnight, we went to 70-degree days. The clouds cleared away, without awarding us much in the way of rain.
And three days ago, the first shadings of red appeared in the maple tree on the corner, and a few bright yellow leaves were seen on the tulip tree, and a drive yesterday showed traces of color on many trees where green had been the rule only a few days before. And today, there’s a little more red and a little more yellow here and there, and the sunlight plays on the trees, through the trees.
Seasons change. So what’s different about this time, this year? The date. It’s now late October, and usually, in this area, really high temperatures don’t persist much beyond the first week of September. I’ve seen autumn this far advanced in late August, some years.
I for one am happy to see summer linger as long as possible. I like fall of all seasons, but it tends to be all too brief — and it is followed by winter. Winter has its own beauty, and we don’t usually get a lot of snow here — this isn’t the snowbelt, thank goodness — just a few winter storms and a couple of cold snaps lasting a week or two during the coldest months. But I’m not fond of it.
The real problem with winter here is the lack of sunlight. I’m enjoying every moment of sun that I can. Because it’s comfortably cool out now, the curtains are wide open on the south side of the house, and I’m getting in all the heat and light from the sun that I can, trying somehow to store it up, in my memory if nowhere else. Winters are cloudy here — we have an average of 280 days a year of cloudy weather, mostly in the winter months, although not nearly as much winter precipitation as all that cloudiness might suggest — and after a while of no sunshine it can become depressing.
Many people who live here here travel south on vacation or even to winter quarters in the sun belt. I stay here and catch the sun as often as it shines, and use full-spectrum lighting when it doesn’t. Skylights can help with general illumination even when it’s cloudy, and I’ve set up a painting studio in a small skylighted room on which I can close the doors when I’m finished painting. Since I create works on paper, with inks and watercolors, gouaches and pastels, a small space is enough: no giant canvases need apply, and no odors of turpentine or varnish float around in the house.
Right now its sunny and green outside, with sunlight streaming in. The carpet near the windows is old and was already faded when I moved in; the sofas are all slipcovered. So I enjoy the direct sun’s heat and light. All too soon, it will get cloudy and cold, and I’ll keep the drapes closed against it. Meanwhile, to borrow the poet’s phrasing, beautiful, beautiful, and yet again most beautiful…